S.B. Simple to Be

So busy!! No free time to update my blog already~ After going to Thailand and off from work for a whole week, i come back and see a small hill on my in-tray, was quite happy that i dont have as much stuffs as i have expected. Who knows.. there is a tiger inside the small hill, although it looks small.. but there are alot of work involved to solve all that things! Then Oshi also very bad.. gave me something very hard to do and i cant even finish till now. Must work harder and try to finish everything by this week so that i can clear my mind off this thing. Feel so bad to take such a long time to finish the work from him. Anyway.. Thailand was very fun! i like Thailand.. of course it would be different to go with parents but its totally enjoyable as well. We ate and ate and ate and ate our way through.. enjoyed the food very much! Then also shop for some stuffs. I didnt do a lot of shopping at Thailand. Spent a lot of money on the Cab fare from my father's place to the town area and ...

hey everybody out there... I AM BACK! I guess some of my close friends whom i contact very often must have been very worried about me because i went missing for 2 whole days. People whom i heard looking around for me are Jiahui, Peiyan, Kaychye, Kmiang, JingYing. The rest, like Miss S and Miss Y is because i need to inform company and i asked them to help me to pass the message to my boss, so they knew about it. Worse thing is that i left my charger at Spore house and so my HP went flat. Lucky i still manage to send Miss S and Miss Y message before my HP went flat because i couldnt have remembered their number. Anyway, Monday night, when i went back JB to meet ShuHua and my sister, on our way back, when we were on Jeremy's car, we met with an accident. I hurt my head and i didnt notice that it bleed until the very next morning when i was touching my head and i felt the dried lump of blood on the wound. Mummy was very worried and brought me to se Dr. Wong. Had a very thorough checku...

This is my xiao mei mei in SP band. Ms. Chee! We had a gathering the Sat that just passed. We had quite a difficult time to decide the place to eat and made Mr. Chee very frustrated and he even said not to join us for gathering again. (dont know how true is that but hope its not true) Everything became better when xuechun and Tanny joined us! Oh.. i miss my son so much! He's so funny that day too! He said he has never been this happy for a long time and he kept laughing and laughing.. he even laughed till he teared. We all can see that he was very happy lo! Then after that Liting acompanied Faidhi back.. then only left the rest of us. Then we wanted to watch movie. But didnt manage to catch any movie. In the end we all went ho me. But we never go to bed wor! haha.. very interesting right? Liting, kmiang, xuechun and me.. we had conference until around 3am.. if i did not remember wrongly. Then we all tired le so hang up and i fell asleep right on my bed straight away. Met "him...

Yesterday... went to band practice.. a very demoralising practice for me.. drastic change in my mood.. was happily meeting weifen to go there together.. then we had our dinner (Subway and Mos Burger corn soup) at foodcourt 5 then we joined the main band... Alright.. i admit.. i do have my own fault for not practicing.. but i cant do much without a flute.. the songs are so hard.. i mean not all the songs are hard... but hearing the rest of the juniors doing so well.. then feel disheartened... of course compared to weifen.. i really am a lousy senior la.. weifen can play with them.. she got the standard.. but I DONT HAVE. I dont like my entry today.. so depressed.. anyway.. the worse thing i had yesterday was this junior who said to me.. "Do you want to play this piece?? Its much easier .." *hurts*

Tomorrow the AM will be back. Very sian again! Greatest achievement of the day is that i manage to ask "lady" something regarding work. Not sure why but i am starting to feel that somehow the situation could be saved. Recently have been good. But like what i told Serene, i'll be glad even if it stays this way. Dont have to be really good but like that will be fine. I will be very contented. Maybe also because i dont want to be hurt again. This is me when i was waiting for JingYing to pick me up from the bus stop. We went to play bowling together!! With the Pee's sisters as well. Very fun! Played 3 games each and my highest score was only 108. So lousy.. got to buck up for the bowling competition coming up for our Christmas Party Celebration. A few of the alumni gang people from band.. we went to KBox (Clementi) to sing! Only $13 each! So cheap! We sang from around 4.30pm-9pm! Very worth it! Too bad my mummy had to leave early. Denis is standing on the chair because h...

Shit happens!! Having OT now because of the SPF thing that my assistant manager dont understand. Is this really relevant? Never mind.. i shall ask and understand and then i will be a better person because i know something again! Learning should be fun.. although it feels very sucky because of my stupid EGO also! Aja Aja Fighting!! (means go go fighting [korean] .. taught my Ms. Y.. haha.. your copyright ok!) Yesterday went to the salon. Told stylist that i wanted to cut my fringe.. but in the end i cut my hair. After so much struggling, finally decided to try another stylist. Not bad.. i like his cutting. Ahwen was sick yesterday when i went back so never asked him for his comments. Wait till he gets better than i ask him happily ba! ..My hair was shorter than before.. he cut away 3 inches.. Then also bought a bag that was on discount. Ms. S & Ms. Y also say nice.. so i bought le.. ..My new bag.. Alright got to go.. lots of work coming in already.. Thanks to Takashi Oshiden too.....

Had company lunch just now. The 3 of us are the only non-japanese at the table. The Japanese always like to chat about their own things so i tried my best to make everybody talk together and started my lame question and lame stuffs. I still manage to entertain everybody with laughs.. *grinz* Took some photos.. All photos are generously edited FOC by Ms. S... ..Best photo of the day of the threesome.. ..oh god.. Ms. S save the disastrous photo where background is more than the persons.. .. hee.. Ms. Y.. jiayou.. as supervisor.. shall teach you to take better photos.. ..Ms Y.. person should be bigger than background like this.. ..Standing infront of all the different times in the world.. waiting for the "time" where we find our prince charming.. shin-goon?.. ..decent me.. ..playful me.. ..Our principal editor.. Ms. S!!.. Ms. S might not be the best in town compared to my other friends who really know computer. kmiang might be better.. seeing from her blog.. xiaxue still the be...

..Ms. Pang working through the night even though she's having flu.. Just hang up on the with Ms. Pang. She's having a very chong shi life now. Her boss at her company likes her very much and she is doing very well and have impressed the boss very much with her work. She's working very hard! Can see her nu li this time. Very happy that she is living her life this way. Some lady has already asked JingYing to help with "something new" and its progressing very well too. (cant tell details) JingYing is picking up everything rather fast. I am having a c hong shi life too.. in my own way! Maybe not as good or as colourful and as xin fu as her.. but in my own way.. Was thinking a lot on my way to work today. Thought about some quite unhappy stuffs but i have decided not to think about them anymore. Like what i have told kmiang, i want to be happy now. No point to brood over what my "dear friends" have done. Maybe they have forgotten all about it.. but i will ...

Later going to go JingYing's house to accompany her because she's not feeling well. Tonight will be staying at her house for the night and then tomorrow go to work from there. Have to da bao the fish bee hoon for her. I need to go home and get a set of working clothes for me to wear tomorrow for work. Tomorrow we having Company Lunch at Pan Pacific Hotel. Confirm going to take pictures at the lunch with my colleagues. Especially the 2 of them.. Ms. S and Ms. Y. (*-*) This is Ms. S & Me This is Ms. Y & Me My finest attachment student! (so far...) Lucky thing i still have these 2 with me these days. My working days are passing much more quickly and better time than before when i am so alone.. alone.. alone.. One good habit that i have learned to do since i started working in Celeste. I brush my teeth after lunch. I started on the 2nd month i was at Celeste. When Nicole came, i had someone to accompany me already. The rest always go brush teeth without me. Very ...

Went back to JB yesterday because i left my scan card at home and also the black ring which i bought for PeiYan. PeiYan and I bought this ring at CitySquare together when she and jH visited JB that time. Then both of us broke our ring after some time. We couldnt find it. That day my mum went to look around a porcelain stall then she went to look at the things then i saw this black ring very familiar and its the ring that we wanted to find. After asking the price, quite reasonable, bargain a bit then i bought it. Actually can bargain more but i didnt. Should have waited for my mum to bargain together. Decided to go back JB yesterday also because mum cooked soup. Can go home and drink soup.. why not right.. Lian Ou Tang. Yesterday, while waiting for Suan Ching and elder brother to come and pick me up, i bought a new set of clothes. Very nice right!! So lucky to find something i like. Serene said i look quite nice in this outfit. Except i look more matured. haha.. camera a bit lousy.. ver...

Spent a very nice weekend at home. I didnt go out with any friends. Just purely stayed at home and stayed with my family, my mum and my brother. My sister was busy working as usual. She's off today but i have to work. Of course my mum and i, we did went to the Pelangi Plaza Shopping Mall to watch my cousin brother, Bryan Ho's show! Great work done by him.. he never fails to do a good job. Honestly, not everybody is perfect.. although sometimes living with him is quite a headache, there is somethings that i love about him as well. He is super talented in what he is doing now, and without him, i wouldnt look so pretty on my graduation, my annual band concerts. Thanks to him.. his pair of amazing hands that can make people pretty by covering their flaws.. he always says, "I'm best at covering". This one is the "Ci Xi Tai Hou" image. I like this model! Seen her from the previous shows as well. Very experienced on stage.. she knows just what the things she ne...

Recently, a few of my friends seem to be going overseas for work or business trips. LinJuan went to HongKong last wednesday. She's going to be there for 2 months. Then LingYen left for America this morning. She's there for a Seminar and some courses and trade shows. Then maybe someone is also going to go Shanghai for her ITP too.. these people are so lucky! When am i going to go for another business trip or am i ever going to get an opportunity to work at other countries for some time? Dad has already resigned from his current company and he will be back very soon. Most probably late this month or beginning of Dec. This time, he already got a job before he even come back. Dont have to worry about finding a job. Richard is helping him out. Going to let Dad join him in his business. Hopefully... (i pray and pray) this time really works. Dad has always wanted his own business. He is looking forward to come back. We are looking forward to him coming back as well. We could be togeth...

Saturday I went to the "6th Global Chinese Music Awards" held at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. Casin had free tickets to this event as her BF won a competition organised by Nokia. She had a pair and so she brought me along. Since it was free, so we shouldn't have complained about the seats. We had seats that were quite far, but never mind la. Can see can already. At least i was there to watch the award ceremony and to listen to the various artiste performing live. Not everybody sang live. Jocie Guo did not. She sang the "Ga Ga" song. The rest of the guests all sang live. Jocie won the Female Newcomer award together with 3 others. Rainie (TW) and Jaclyn (HKG) were really not bad. I was pretty impressed with Jaclyn's live performance and her voice was very nice too. Joey (HKG) sang very well too! Like her very much since the award ceremony. (I'm listening to her song now) Andy Lau was the hottest of the night. He had the loudest cheer and i was totally att...

Pimples are conquering my face. My body is telling me to get more rest. I have been sleeping too late lately. If not then, i would not sleep. So now, i will try to sleep early everyday and get as much sleep as possible. .... Band room was on the 4th floor.. and BB room was on the 2nd floor. You always waited for me to go home together. Although most of the time, Band practice would take a longer time. So i would take a longer time than you but you will always be waiting. I knew it. I would walk down the stair from the 4th floor. When i reach 2nd floor, somebody from BB willl shout, "Oei.. your GF finish already. Bye!" Then you will walk over, hold my hand and we walk down the stairs to ground floor together. If there are teachers or the Principal is still around, we will let go and walk like normal. If i had friends with me then you would walk together with us. We would walk like that to the bus stop to take 170. If not, then we will walk to Woodlands Central Mac to eat or ta...

I had a very cute dream last night.. i mean this morning.. Dreamt of Takeuchi-san! So sweet! The dream was very very sweet that left me smiling all the time when i was brushing my teeth.. after my mum woke me up from the sweet sweet dream... He told me he was going to go back to Japan tomorrow.. I was sad... i asked him why he tell me at the very last minute.. He started to hold my hand.. opened my fingers slowly to hold my hand.. fingers to fingers.. Then looked at my eyes.. and said... "let's go walk walk".. and pulled me away.. I think this means he want us to be together before he leaves.. We held hands.. swing our hands.. There was once i hugged him from behind to surprise him and he turned around and hugged me back.. hugged me towards him.. so tightly.. i feel so loved.. It was just those sweetness of being together.. contented as long as we are together.. Chatting.. laughing.. smiling.. I can remember very clearly he was wearing suit.. i cant remember what i was we...

My sister is a great wonder woman! She's now working in the Cafe everyday, 7 days a week. Not only that, but she go out with the people from the Cafe at night. She will reach home early in the morning around 3am like that and she will hurry and grab a few hours of sleep before she goes to work again. Of course i know since she is working, i should be happy for her and should not be complaining again. She work we also say, she dont work then we also say. But i am quite worried for her.. she is slimming down again and rapidly!! too fast! She met this guy at the Cafe also, a volleyball coach from the chinese school at JB. She became another person. There was this week when she has completely no appetite to eat and guess what.. we keep asking her to eat or try to tell her that this is no good.. she wouldn't listen to us at all. But this lover of hers, talked to her then she listened. I asked her how come she suddenly want to eat again and she say because he ask her to eat. So sad.....

Last night slept very early because the past few days i have been sleeping around 2am in the morning because of that xiao zhu lo. I must sleep before show starts, if i haven sleep and i watch. Then i confirm will finish the whole show before i go to bed. Very nice! He very funny! Everytime watch already can go to bed happily, feeling xin fu. Xiao gui also not bad la. Actually xiao gui and yang chen ling not bad hor. If they can be together again also not bad. So i slept early but had a very strange dream and i woke up abit late this morning. I dreamt that i was pregnant then i gave birth (i already forgot part of the dream already). All i can remember is the scar on my stomach. I think i didn't even see the baby in my dream but i know in the dream i was in pain. Even after i left the place where i gave birth. Haha.. practically i can only remember my scar on the stomach. hahah.. but very strange.. me being pregnant??? Then there was this guy whom i know and we were messaging and he...

I want to go somewhere! Taiwan, HongKong, even KL! Let's go walk walk and shop shop and eat eat! Haha.. suddenly got the kick to go somewhere. As most of you know, i have the big problem of constipation. Just recently, i found a way to make myself go toilet more often and i have been doing this since last Friday morning. The key to my "happiness" is to drink ICE KOPI from Killiney at Millenia Walk! Since last Friday onwards, i went to the toilet thrice already! Which is much much better than my once a week record! Of course to some of you, you might still think that thrice from Fri till now is not a enough (jH right?), but to me is already something! Went to check my friendster on Monday, and there were 3 guys who suddenly message me. I dunno them! They asked to be my friend. And one of them even said, "I hope to meet active partners." Oh my! What do he mean by that. So strange! Then the other 2 were normal la. Anyway i was wondering whether i should reply to th...

Tiredz.... Yesterday came back to spore around the afternoon, took my SanJiu's car in because he was coming in to visit my cousin at Punggol. Then Ahwen and me took cab from Bukit Timah to Suntec. We were in time to catch Kewei sing. She was competing for a space in the Top 24. She was in the Top 40 already. Then after she sang, we managed to rot for an hour plus to catch Lesheng sing as well. Both Kewei and Lesheng can sing very very well! Both made it to PSS Top 24! Now we can only hope for Singapore people to notice both of them and to give them their votes so that they can go as far as possible. They really can sing! This reminds me of a year ago when i went to support Jingying as well. Initially, i helped her to find people to attend the recordings and assign the tickets, we even went to Peeyong's house to watch the results together while we were eating steamboat. We even sms to vote for her together as well. Then we will rush down to mediacorp for the live recording of th...

i updated photos from Japan on friendster already.. add a bit of my own words there to explain a bit of the photos to you all.. miss Japan...

Dear sista, just hang on there ok... life is never easy and i believe the same for Love as well. Not everybody can be as lucky as some human beings on earth where they can find their love just like - something drop from the sky. I told you, maybe the only thing you can blame is on your luck to let you met him and believed in him. I feel so heart pain for you, so young and have such an experience in love. I feel helpless when there is nothing i can do to protect or shield you from all this shit. This "someone" who tag your blog today, she has no idea what is going on before she said what she said to hurt you. And because she dunno anything, i am more angry, because she have no reason or right to say all that to you. It is so insulting. Yet, there is nothing we can do about it. Shall we not do anything about it and let this things rest. If we talk back, is my sista going to be more hurt? Is it really true that it is better to forget all about this? Ignorance is a bliss? And ...

Yo all. Wow.. long time never update my blog because i was very busy with my office work. As i have said, the in tray is alwats piling.. and trust me.. its still piling. Then last week i came home here in msia but still very busy. So no time and too tired to update. Last weekend was for my god's! Then when i have time at home (BB) i dont have a computer to update. Then most of the time i have something on after work as well. Then that time when i started this blog, was when i was quite free. So when i was busy, i really have no time to even come online to update properly. I wanted so much to also update my Japan photos to my friendster as well but 2 weeks have passed and i still do not have the time to update the photos into my friendster. 2 weeks have passed and i still did not update my blog about my Japan trip. Dont know whether i should still write things about Japan a not because so long already. Anyway, of course i would talk about Japan! Japan is a very nice place! Beautiful...

oh! i am going to Japan tomorrow already. although the flight is like super early lor! i would have to reach the airport by 4am! oh my god.. i hope i can wake up to go to the airport on time. my flight would be 6am, have to reach airport 2 hours before to check in. so 4am lor. this morning the bed came at 9.30am leh! my god.. i was still sleeping leh.. then i have to shout to the person at the door to ask them to wait. then i quickly tidy myself up abit then open the door for them.. but i cant find my key.. then super paiseh.. i call Rickson next door to ask him to open the door for me first. Once the door was opened, i found my key. It was at the shoe rack! Shit! haha.. another shitty thing! i dun have enough money to pay them then i had to go to the malay neighbour to borrow money cos i paiseh to call rickson again. super humiliating! Fortunately the 2 delivery man were very kind people. They helped to move the double decker from my room to bryan's room. it took a lot of effort c...

Recently, most of my girlfriends are having problems with their BF. jH, PY, kmiang and of course, me. kmiang and me, can be more qiao! Both of us declared a breakup to her BF, my ex-BF. After my Superstar Audition on Saturday, we (kmiang, xc and me) went to Far East to shop and have a haircut. xc had a haircut, i only had a fringe-cut. Then we had dinner there as well. When we left Far East i saw this very familiar back view. I think its Rachel, but i was not sure because Rachel's hair is curled. This person that i saw has straight hair and much shorter. I was not sure but the walking style really resembles her. Then i saw the handbag and i could really confirm it was Rachel. At that moment, i knew she could have rebonded her hair and trimmed her hair. So i called HuiFen immediately to tell her about it. It was quite late already so kmiang's father was here to fetch her back, after fetching her mum from Jurong. Then xc and me, we walked to cineleisure to have a place to sit and...

Something that is going to happen on this week is making me very worried. Yesterday, i went to Amore alone. jH did ask me to join her and her family for steamboat. I didnt wanna go because i wanted to save money for my Japan trip next week. At the same time i would want to be making effort for what i want to achieve. At least i will not regret and say, " i should have gone for Amore". In the end, the Gym was closed down for renovation. So i only went for the lesson. Made me think.. why is always when i decide to do something, something always happen. Although i was tempted, i made the decision to go Amore even if it meant that i had to go alone. Why is it when i decide to do something with all my might, then, there would be something disappointing to let me know my hard work is "appreciated". So i only went for the lesson which is not very comforting because when i exercise, i always wished i could sweat. Is this what they call the bad omen? Or is this telling me so...

... 01.09.06 Friday ... & ... 02.09.06 Saturday ... After work, i met up with Kyle at Cityhall MRT. He had this NS event thing organised by his friends and he had to bring a girl and so he came to me for help so i agreed to accompany him to the BBQ at East Coast Park. So we took train from Cityhall, then he went home to change before we proceed to East Coast Park. At East Coast Park, i saw a lot of his fun friends. They were all very nice people. After that a small group of us went to Brewerks to have a drink. Too bad they ordered something too strong for me. It was too bitter! After that, they decided to go clubbing. I bid them goodbye and joined my other friends at the other table. WeiJian, Mark and Melvin was at Brewerks too. So i met them and then Kitty, Cecilia and LinJuan came later. We were drinking at Brewerks until they really needed to close the place, then we left. We did not go home. Instead, we went to a rooftop at boat quay. There, we sitted till morning. Chatted, san...

... busy day @ work ... Today was a very busy day at work for me. My AM went back to Japan for home leave. From Monday till Thursday, i was practically doing nothing much. That was how this blog came about. If the AM was here, i would be a very fake person by trying not to surf net if possible. I would not be able to make this blog happen. Yet, today was a very 'sense of achievement' day also because i manage to complete alot of tasks (which i left out in the 4 days before). So very happy! I got to rush now! Going to meet kyle at Cityhall. He is waiting for me there, then we are going to go East Coast Park together. No lar! I am not going there to date with him! I am just going there because his company got this event there and he needs to bring a girl along. I have no idea why he think of me.. but i agreed to help. I still need to change before i leave here. East coast park leh.. i cant be wearing my working attire there. Firstly my poor working clothes (i'm wearing ahwen...

... baby princess ... This morning i came back from msia and was on the way to office when i saw a message on my handphone. "hey guys. Huiping in labour liao. will inform again after she gives birth" Oh my god! i was thrilled with the news. i was just asking PeiRong about when this little princess would be arriving and 2 days later, she's HERE! "From HuiPing: 31 August 2006 1140am 3.528kg girl" I messaged Kaymiang and Weifen and asked them whether anyone would want to visit HuiPing and baby in the afternoon. i was totally prepared to take half day off to go to KK Hospital to visit them. jH convinced me that i should not do so because i just took MC Monday afternoon, not very nice for me to take off. Huiping need to rest too, she just gave birth to a beautiful baby, i must let her rest. So here i am slogging at office. We might be visiting them this Saturday together with the rest of the flute section people. Especially my son, i remember him saying he wanna go ...

Today is my beloved younger sister's Bday. Hapi Birthday Chiou Y.C.! Hope she likes the presents (means more than 1) and the card. I even made an effort to make sure the card is neat and tidy. I used the computer and printed my wishes on the card. My writing sucks, so i din wan to write on the card. Bought her a Nike bag and a Mickey Mouse sandals! Took me a whole afternoon to decide on what to buy and where to buy. I am quite delighted with what i bought, its up to my baby sister already. ... 16.08.06 ... Reminds me of my own bday this year.. hmm.. humphf... Wondering.. whether my social life is getting worse and worse. Or am i not a good friend? I am not trying to say that i am a very materialistic person but actually, what i want is a bit of assurance from my friends that they still remember that special day for me every year. Might not have to bang on my door and bring me ultimately expensive presents, at least a message, at least a small present that you made, or something you...

First Blog Entry 29.08.06 Today will mark the day siowbih has her own blog. This entry is specially dedicated to Ms. Lim Jia Hui to thank her for her help in making my blog and everything and tolerating all my stupid questions. Thanks Jia Hui! I have been thinking of having my blog since weeks ago. I told Jia Hui i wanted to have my own blog so that i can read other people's blog more conveniently through the links. Then i noticed that i actually have quite an amount of happenings that i could blog. So i thought it might be fine to have a place where i can put it down and refer to the entries when i wanted to. But, now that i have a blog, i found out that the happenings are all over. What should i do?? Find more happenings? Haha.. I hope I have more happenings to come so that i can put it down here for all my friends to know and for myself to read in future. Just recovered from sore throat yesterday. No more sore throat but fever is still there and i am still having abit of flu and...