S.B. Simple to Be

It was a good result for him because i agreed to apply for the house. We had a good talk and i think we.... might have come to another stage of our relationship. It just feels.... Different now... somehow. =)

SAVE SAVE SAVE SAVE $$$$$$$$$ - ipad - BKK trip - Diving trips - etc etc etc etc ARGHHHHH!!!!! not enough money arh!!!! so many commitments ar!!!!

He said.. today is called the Judgement Day. I will be giving him the answer today. Felt lost.. i dont know who to talk to.. i dont know who to turn to. Usually every girl could turn to their boyfriends, especially a decision like this. But as i was the one who made all this happen and i made him become this way, i am asked and had to make a decision by today. He will be going for a business trip next week and that the ballot for this month should be next week already. I have to tell him. YES or NO.

It is not easy to be ME.. hahahah... It is even not so easy to LOVE ME.. You have got to tolerate ME... You have got to LOVE ME... You have got to take care of ME x 150% more than other girls.... You have got to give me more heart x 180% more than other girls... You have got to give me more attention x 200% more than other girls.. You have got to look at ME more... You have got to Sayang ME more... You have got to be ME person that i can depend and rest with when i meet problems at home or at work. i might not be able to tell you exactly what happened to me... but i do need you to be there lending me your shoulder or a an encouraging bear hug. Stress anot?? LOL =) ... .... ... ... ... ... ... ... i was imagining last night.. i know not all guys like to watch Vampire Diaries or Korean drama... but if i could just have someone... him.. to accompany me even though he might be playing games on his phone or ipad... but just lying on Sofa with me and accompanying me while i watch the "s

最近的我有一点点的不开心了 你呢？

i remember... i used to love blogging... i would blog about things happening to me.. my feelings.. every now and then... i will blog every few days to update.. actually i still would love to do that... except that.. i am no longer given the "time" to do that.. i would choose the easier way out nowadays which is to just upload the photos and all on facebook. after i move back to JB.. things have changed a bit.. i gain the fact that i am able to stay at home, at my comfort. theres no where like home when you had to stay outside. moreover, i have a wonderful home here. right?? when i am back home after a days' work, sometimes... i watch tv.. sometimes i meet my friends.. sometimes i am back with my lover boy.. there are so many things to keep me occupied right... sometimes after dinner with mummy or siblings.. we watch the tv together.. sometimes wadsapp a bit here and there.. sometimes this... sometimes there.. and then... blogging became the last on my list. i even feel th

孫燕姿 她說， 如果那個人不但愛妳美好的那面，連妳 醜的那面也愛，就是對的人!