S.B. Simple to Be

Today is the day me and bandmates going for our roadtrip. and.... KC is most probably gonna put aeroplane to our trip!!! I am also rushing to submit some documents before i go off for my holidays. but i just cant get my mind off this trip thing also! yet... the weirdness of no one acknowledging makes me feel weird. so i just want to make sure and started asking again. true enough!!!! sooo MANY CHANGES!! why the information dont flow??? if someone tells you that jiahui might not be in the first group or something. why never inform another person? why must wait until i ask again this morning then you tell me that jiahui told you last night that she not going to be going in so early. what if i dont ask??? am i going to wait like a FOOL at kranji then call and realize that.. oh.. jiahui is not meeting us at this time. i even made yinxuan stay back after his work so that he can help me fetch people in because the group is quite big. alright nevermind. its ok. its alright. i'm FINE. rega

on another note, MERRY CHRISTMAS! altho a christmas day, but i am feeling miserable so far. hope for a better evening after this. i miss diving gang but i did a lousy job with the organising part. i'm too miserable to think about all these now. pls.. go away... SINUS BUG!!!! GO!! =( moodless.... miserable...

SOOOOO MISERABLE... It has been a long time my "friend" is here to visit me again. Ever since last night when i slept on the Sofa, the friend has been back. I didnt sleep that well. SOO tired!! Running nose like water tap which i cannot turn off. Really like Running Water Tap because when i stand up right, the "water" just flows from the nose. Till now, i cannot turn it off. Brought mum and erjie to brekky. then we went to Jusco to grab some stuffs for the dinner tonight at Chua's place. sooooooo tired from the sinus attack i wanna DIE! soooooooooooo hate. today is really a serious one that i dun think i can carry on the the orphanage which we intended to drop some stuffs this afternoon. we are back at home now due to my request. i feeeel so bad i wanna cry.. cry baby.. i feeel soooo miserable.. 我要死了。 谁能来拯救我。 我一点都不好！ 好惨！

男人真的不知道 女人又为何要口是心非 ********** 今天是冬至。 心情是很想要好， 可是家里却一点都不简单。 一个像小孩的mummy， 让我们都很为难。 今天， 她竟然要我下了班， 从JB到家， 然后接了她， 再从家里去婆婆家。 为什么这么故意。 只是简单的一顿饭。 为什么要故意迟到。 又让我麻烦。 是可以避免的！ 有时，我真不知道让她和大舅重逢是件好事或坏事。 总之，现在，简简单单的东西在妈妈的眼里都会变得非常复杂。 我们也什么都不能说。 现在我，只有安静的听。 我非常喜欢这种节日。 可是今天， 我却带着有点害怕， 有点不耐烦， 有点累， 的心情看待今天晚上的晚餐。 我心情有点忐忑不安。 我，只想开开心心的去婆婆家， 见见几个月没见到的亲戚， 大家一起吃汤圆。 我突然有点绝望。 累。

Korea is snowing. Happy for the group that went to Korea. It sure is fun and pretty and nice. I missed all these because of the sins i committed. I only have myself to blame for. ***** Is this why pimples are infecting my face? Did i do anything bad recently? I am so depressed seeing those reddish patches and huge pimples developing. yet, i have 3 parties this weekend. what a way to celebrate my christmas this year. =(

Off... Offf... offfff.... Off they went. JH, PY, Dennis & Joelly. Sent them off last night at the airport. They were upgraded free to Business Class from Singapore to Hong Kong. What a pleasant start to their hectic holiday to Korea, then Taipei. So nice... to be travelling.. going to Korea/Taipei in that cooling weather is fantabulous. Of course, i was not able to go because of my own BAD. ENVIOUS!!! I also want to wear winter clothes then walk around in boots or leggings which are really put in good use in cold places. Enjoy to the fullest my friends. Jiahui & Peiyan... you both are dearly missed. SHE without the 2 of u.. damn lonely one. Band prac is not the same too. Waiting for u both to come back to embark in our year end trip to Awanmulan. Cant wait... *smile*

Successfully completed 1st month of the challenge. =) 2nd Month from today.... JIAYOU!! SLEEP before 11.30pm!!

Thank you SO MUCH!! i guess... i cannot explain how glad i was... i cannot explain how shocked and surprised i was. To see you appearing at Kranji yesterday morning with macdonald breakfast in your hands. It was as if it was a normal and usual week day for me as i reached Kranji.. and as usual i would be waiting for transport when i reached kranji early. As usual.. i was looking at my phone and was waiting for your reply.. when i just saw you appear right infront of me.. as you could see.. i went SPEECHLESS. i really didnt know what to say. Too bad it was just a short 10 minutes there... as my transport always reach soooo early!!! You woke up early and all the efforts for just that few minutes to surprise me. Thank you... i am really thankful and i really don't know how to explain my exact feelings. you know what i mean. i've thanked you soo much.... and i still feel that it is not enough... LOL. Thanks for sending me back to JB last night too. =)

thank you for the great weekend. you were there, fetching me around. fetch here, fetch there. NO COMPLAINTS. nothing.... entertain my friends when we went to the sat wedding together. flu attack and contact lens giving u big time problem but you didnt want to spoil my fun as i mingle around with my poly mates... so you endured and tolerated. Sunday you specially drove me to Orchard for my wedding dinner. again... no complaints and only wanted me to reach py place safely. last week, u drove me to JB home to get my stuffs so that i dont have to carry thru the customs. then after the busy weekend, u had to drive my stuffs back to my jb home again. everything was planned for my convenience. despite the jam last friday and maybe the jam again tomorrow when you have to send me back again. no complains too... do i know you??? LOL. =P THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! you know how much it means when i write that in CAPS. =P

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I am amazed how you can understand me soooo well. still amazed. very amazed. thanks for enduring me or putting up with me when i was moody. in a way or another, i think you kind of cheered me up somehow. but i will remember what happened. =P (altho its kind of a small matter but... i was deeply affected cos it just matters to me!) you kept your promise.. you were there for me even though i kind of put you in a very awkward spot when i was moody and you were a bit lost didnt know what to do or what to say. but you were there. you were just there trying to make me feel better. u know i was not feeling good about something. u know what had affected me. u could have just ignored and get affected but u endured. heee.. are you the right one for me? tell me.. are you?? =P

Yearning for the beach Yearning for a trip Envy them who are going to Korea/Taipei soon. Envy those who can travel. Envy those who can travel and have plenty to spend. i can only envy..... i feel soooo stupid

today i did something silly. no.. no... should be - i did something silly last night. i went out till too late already!!! cos i cannot blame them for not letting me go. i can just leave! alright, alright, alright. i went home and in the end slept late.. like 2.30am? after KTVing with the Kulai peeps. (hahahaha..... it was quite a crowd last night) then this morning i woke up at 6.25am!!! i am suppose to leave home at 6.30am de!! by the time i left home, my car clock shows - 6.52am. arghhh! luckily it's school holidays so not much traffic on the road even tho it was raining. BUT!!! because it was raining.... there was a queue outside the parking entrance where i always parked! maybe cos it was late already also. i decided not to wait and parked my Xiaoxue by the road!!!! on a double yellow line! i rushed and rushed but as expected, i missed my transport. so i took a cab... n..... i soooo REGRET.. i should have taken MC lar!! since it is already end of the year. i still have MC!! i t