I have this friend who just came back from overseas lately to come back to help that someone with something.. I have this soft spot in my heart for this guy friend.. he came back all the way to help her to move house.. out of "their" house... she found someone else.. and have moved on without him.. he's left alone now.. saw him.. knew he had put on a brave front to tell everybody that he is fine.. but close friends like us.. will know he is not well.. he stares into the blank.. eat and eat.. we can feel his pain but nobody can how pain.. unless you are him.. the cut is so deep.. that i think i cant breath if all of these happened to me.. He thought everything is over.. but its not.. and now.. everything came as a big shock to him and yet he is willing to do everything to help the someone he loves. 爱情是伟大的！真的很伟大！ 大家其实都没有错， 谁都没有错！ 爱情是盲目的。 他可以为她付出一切。。 可以为了让她快乐而自己痛苦。 这样的付出。。 值得吗？ 由不得我们来衡量，因为爱着她的人。。 不是我们而是他。 而她，为了追求自己的快乐。。 拿出了勇气。。 做了一个很难抉择的决定。。 伤害了他。。 可是如果再拖下去。。 对谁都不好。。 她的决定虽然残...
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珍惜 = 珍贵 + 爱惜 这两个字虽然很简单但很难才做得到。 有个朋友。。 可能也有好多好多的人。。 也和我们一样。。 遇到了一个不懂得这两个字的人。。 不懂得珍惜我们对他做出的任何付出。。 不懂得关心。。 不懂得照顾。。 不懂得聆听。。 更多更多的不懂。。 有这么多这么多的不懂。。 我们也没计较。。 就希望有那么一天他会改变。。希望他会懂。。 但是。。 你认真地问问自己他真的会变吗？ 我也这么等了两年。。 什么也没变。。 像我妈说的。。 男人， 你不能让他知道你没有他你会死。。 这样你就死定了。 朋友， 如果有那么一段这么不开心的感情在让你不能呼吸， 让你累了。这样是对的吗？不是应该开心的吗？
So tired at work yesterday.. maybe because i came in from JB in the morning.. had to wake up early so very tired.. Why people need to work to earn money.. and how did money came about? Who the hell came up and invented all these? So when i am tired.. i went to the toilet to stone.. and took this picture.. haha.. my hair is longer already.. haha.. KayChye showed me WenJie's car.. very nicely done up.. of course its very complicated.. but i think this is not bad.. really.. because sometimes complicated can get very nasty.. but i think WenJie's car really carried it off.. should see the top of the car.. its a sticker of a game thing.. In his previous life.. he must have done a lot of good things and a very good person. Thats why he was born in a well off family. His first car was BMW.. this is only his second car.. Evo 9! (with a lot of modification which costs thousands and thousands..) So i shall do lots of good things.. so that i can also have a better life in my next life ...
Friday i reached JB around 11pm after band practice. Gong already reached there waiting for me already! Good! Dont have to wait! Called him when i was at Singapore Checkpoint. Then at night went to Kulai for supper.. Then.. i can only say he is super nice guy! A good gentlemen! I am glad that he respects me. This kind of guy.. how can i not like him more?? (Eeyer.. haa.. sorry.. goosebumps..) Saturday morning he manage to wake me up in time and send me to my Popo's house on time to eat breakfast at a Dim Sum restaurant near her house. My Grandma asked Gong to joined us so he joined. He almost even paid for the breakfast.. but my Uncle returned the money back. Then i went home with my father to change. Gong went back to sleep somemore because sleep late and wake up early.. and also he didnt have a good sleeping posture when he slept.. Then he came to fetch me around noon time to go Popo's house again for lunch. Then after lunch we helped to clear the dishes then we went to Kulai...
Yesterday worked till 7.30pm like that then left office. Actually work till 8pm then leave then i can claim OT pay.. but i really did not want to reach school too late for band practice so i left. Reached band around 8.20pm like that. My Ong Li Ting looked very tired though.. haha.. hope everything is good for her.. i think the work at IRAS really very busy ba.. i remember i asked the same question last week too.. and indeed.. very busy.. Alright.. remember i was saying about AhLiew and Summer's super cute mini cooper.. haha.. the old version one.. not the latest.. The pink colour rack super cute right! wahaha.. too bad they selling very soon.. but it will always be in our mind.. haha.. another mini below.. this one belongs to my GongGong.. but sold already.. Dont know how long ago was it when he took this photo.. heard his mini not bad.. can go quite fast.. but sold already.. still at his house now.. hope i can take a photo with his mini before he pass over to the next owner.
Sunday 18.03.07 Another fun day together with Kulai Gang.. just that this time.. only ahliew, summer, ahwen, my sister and me. The rest rest are working and 1 of them in KL lo! wahaha.. Woke up around 11am.. because GongGong called me around that time and woke me up. So i woke up, bathed and chatted with godfather while waiting for the rest to wake up. We had the very nice and famous Kulai fried chicken for lunch and then we headed for Desaru. Let's introduce the Summer's Elmo to everybody! Haha.. very cute and red.. together with the world's cutest sisters. Summer and AhLiew at the front seats! AhLiew is a super fast driver and super skill driver. Of course he scares us abit with that speed he is driving. Let me tell you.. the confidence he have and the steadiness he drives.. you will totally trust him! Out of all my friends.. i rank him No.1! Of course one of the reason he drives well also because he started driving at the age of 12 lah! haha! But i heard from them tha...
Last Friday we had company lunch at Oriental Hotel - Melt Cafe i think.. haha.. very nice food there! The Japanese food.. especially my favourite Soba.. very very nice! Look at those salmon right.. very fresh and very nice.. the young and pretty ladies.. at Celeste.. Say byebye to our cute cute Kato san!! Haha.. his laughter is always so loud and funny.. And Ms. S and me! She's the best i could ever have now. But both of us are so stressed up now.. by the ones sitting behind us. Think on their point of view.. actually we are assistants.. so should help them as much as we can. Ok la.. dont complain so much already.. have to go back to work already. Stress...
A long long time ago.. no matter how hard i tried.. no matter how hard i care.. he doesnt appreciates.. he doesnt notice.. he doesnt care to even understand me better.. Then came this someone... who totally appreciates every little and simple things i do.. who observes and cares.. who can understand me so much in such a short time.. this is a kind of fate.. Someone.. who speaks behind her.. and saying that she is "desperate" for love.. if she was desperate.. she would have just agreed to Rick and live her life like a tai tai.. but she couldnt.. time will tell.. but how long..
haha.. GongGong just dropped me off at my office and he is on his way back now.. i drew a map for his reference.. haha.. i pray very hard that he doesn't lose his way because he is alone in the car and he needs to go back to my house to meet ahwen and PeiLing and XiaoYun still at my house now. Reached home around 3 plus this morning. Ah Liew they all suddenly decided to come in and meet us. GongGong came in with ahwen during the early evening. Both cars.. AhLiew's car and GongGong's car all kena 1 VEP Free Day. So he decided not to go back so early.. and decided to sent me to work.. then he can go back to my house to rest while waiting for the rest to wake up. AhLiew and Summer already went back as Summer needs to work at 9am at Kulai. We went to Bukit Timah to limteh then after that we went to Mustafa to shop. During the early evening when i met GongGong first, we went to IMM to have dinner - Mos Burger. My Favourite!! Then we went walking around and went to Daiso to walk ...
Great morning! Woke up early today and reached Cityhall around 8.15am. Kangling was already buying her breakfast and so i joined her but not able to buy my own as she needs to leave the place by 8.30am and we know i cant make it. So accompanied her and shared her breakfast.. haha.. then we walk to office together. She left for Conrad and here i am in the office. This morning i was walking to the MRT station and i saw this mum holding on to her children waiting for her hubby to unlock the car. Everybody's life is so different.. things are unfair.. but maybe we could live happily in our own life.. definitely there are always going to be someone who lives better than you.. why dont we just live happily in our life.. with the people we love. Isnt that the most important.. to be with the people you like and love.. and love your life to the fullest.. this is happiness right? Its not about rich or not rich. I've seen rich people.. suffer too.. Made me think that.. maybe i shouldnt thi...
The world is so unfair! People should never never judge a book by its cover! I am so angry with them... and yet.. i must try to understand from their point of view.. but shouldnt they be happy as long as i am happy.. dont they know that i am HAPPY! I dont know.. There are things that we cant help but happened and there are things that we cant avoid.. Its not exactly anybody's fault that some things happened on them.. it just happened on them.. they accept it and make the best out of their life. Yet.. i know because of the care that you have for a family member.. you want to protect her.. so you hope she could get the best. Already an adult.. should know how to bring the message to the child.. but.. it was so painful both to the ear and to the heart. Then there is "her".. so close to me.. yet.. i think she is eyeing the same prey. I feel so umcomfortable but there is nothing i can do. I can only watch helplessly and pray that nothing happens.. Is status.. money.. physical ...
Haha.. His handphone bill hit the limit.. RM300! How he noticed:- Ever since dont know when, he started to give me morning call to wake me up in the morning whenever i am working. So yesterday morning he tried to call me and realised that he cant call me. So called my sister and couldnt get through and he started to be very worried. Lucky for him, his bus manage to reach Singapore in time for him to change to his Singapore line (hehe.. i bought for him!) and he called me immediately. Lucky lucky that i could still make it on time to meet my friend nearby his house. My sister drove me there.. haha.. she just got her licence like 2 weeks ago.. first time she drove me somewhere! As my mum was throwing tantrum, i had to find a way to get to work yesterday morning. Was glad that my sister reached home safely after sending me. Ohya.. continue ah.. then when he reach JB after work in the evening.. he cant call me again. So he used his friend's H/P to let me know that he reach JB already b...
He found the key to my heart.. Made me realise what is the true meaning of "Happiness" and "Blissful". Someone who really cares.. He appeared last night at Citysqaure to give me one big surprise. He knew i had a fight with my mum and so i came out with the Kulai gang. We were at City square singing KTV. After the big carnival the precious night, he went back and only able to catch less than 2 hours of sleep and then he went to work yesterday from 7am-7pm and then he drove back home and bath and came down to City Square again to give me that surprise so that i could feel better. Mum threatened not to send me to custom this morning. Gong told me he can send me to BB this morning before he goes to work. I dont want to trouble him and i dont want him to waste the free VEP days of his car. I told him no need. I can find a way. 船到桥头自然直. Here i am in the office already. I want him to have some rest, he is so tired when i saw him last night. Yet, he made the best effort to ...
