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“说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺”
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我好害怕自己也会有这一天。
当我会这样说的时候我们已经没有什么未来了可言了。
到这个时候，就算你说你爱我，我也没有感觉了，因为那只是个问候而已。
到了这个时候，不管我说什么你也没兴趣了。
如果不能把说过得承诺实现，那又何必承诺。
因为在我们的心理，我们会记得你们的每一句话，所以会把承诺当真，会觉得你们真的办得到。

结果，
结果常常都与我们所想的相反。
所以受伤的人，都是那些把你们的承诺当真而又对你们还有所希望的人。
我已经经历过这样的教训了，还有她，她，她和她，也都经历了。
所以我们不再相信你们的承诺。

真的不相信了吗？
问问我们的心。

是人都会害怕受伤。
我也是人。
把我捧得那么高，我会害怕。
害怕哪一天，我会从最高的那一处，掉下来。
好痛！好痛！



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I just heard from Melisa that her mum was just robbed in front of their house (@KL).
They passed by and saw my Aunt leaving the house so they made a U-Turn. My Aunt immediately went back and tried to get back into the house but was too late, they barged in. My Aunt was smart enough. She threw her handbag to the neighbour’s house. The robbers went for the bag and my Aunt managed to lock the gate. My Aunt was lucky, because she could actually agitate the robbers when she threw her bag next door. Nevertheless, she had a good cry and the best thing is as long as she is safe and sound.

Dearest kmiang and band juniors came back from OSAKA already!
Guessed they had a tremendously great time there with the band mates.. and the beautiful country and.. the kind people there. I’ve been there before and I thought the same too! Think they will have even a better time because it’s a band trip. That time I went for business trip so it was a totally different experience and totally different place. How I hope I could be there as well.. with band.. meeting other band mates from Japan. They met the high school peeps at Osaka and I heard the bands they had exchange with were really good.
Want to hear from you peeps who went.. shall we meet up some day and tell me all about the trip. Or shall I go to kmiang house one night and she tell me all about it.. haha.. and we confirm will miss one night’s sleep! Wahaha..

Tanny invited me to his concert this Saturday at VCH, 7pm. My dear son is going to play the piccolo and he promised to play his very best. When I told him that I was able to make it, he was full of gratitude and in his reply message.. so many “THANK YOU”! So strange.. hah..
Heard from him that many other people are going as well.. hope to see you all there then!

Somebody finally.. no longer against the idea of me finding an overseas job or going overseas to work!
Wah!! Finally got him to accept this.. not easy to make him accept.. because he’s super worried. Don’t worry.. I can take care of myself… I can even take care of myself all these years already somemore even take care of other people living in the same house!

I missed all my Lao Jie Mei’s!! wahaha.. met them recently and was very happy to have dinner with both of them although YenYen always arrive too late due to her work. We must plan KTV one day.. and plan a gathering again for all of us to catch up and have fun! Took some photos when we were out and I was looking through them this afternoon and made me missed you all so much..