S.B. Simple to Be

hahahahahah!! this shall be second durian-eating session in 2012. this picture just reminds me of that very kind buddy-friend i have, Ah Liew. When Ah Mei, Gong and I went to the Pasar Malam to buy food for our dinner, he very kind-heartedly helped me washed my car! Thank you very much to you!!! Last Sunday was a not bad a day with arrangements all made when we met. I went to Saleng to have brunch with Summer, Ah Liew & Gong. Then 3 of us went to JPO after Summer went to work. I was doing fine until we reached RIPCURL, where Ah Kan was working there too. There was a huge discount thingy going on. I bought a bikini top, a rashguard and a pair of slippers at RM207. Not bad at all!! Who knows when i reached home and showed my sis, she actually said, " aiyor why you buy that rashguard?? alot of girls have lei ?" 我只能翻白眼，白眼还是白眼. There was suppose to be a durian trip or gathering with the band peeps this year which we started talking about ever since we concluded the

As i am writing this now, boyfriend should be entertaining in Melaka already. He will be there for 3 days for business. Where he managed to cold call and arranged 6 appointments and i really hope all this 6 appointments will come true!!! Praying the best for him and hope he will bring back many many good news!!! =)

I have decided to...... PUBLICIZE my BLOG again!!! Its searchable from search engines etc. =P

HOW DID I DELETE MY LAST POST?????? Yes, I just deleted the post i wrote yesterday and i think i have to do it all over again. ARGHH!!! ******** Okay, i just have to do the post all over again and i forgot what i wrote already!! Okay, be good, i will just do it again. Thursday night we had a chilling session with a few of the Kulai Gang peeps. Bang wanted to be at Library, Mt Austin, which is also conveniently nearby my house. He had this drink that he wanted to introduce to us - called the Long Island. Which Yayu was amazed that i hadn't had it before. We reached the place at 8pm because it was suppose to be an early chilling session so that everyone can be back home early so that all can get up for work the next morning. In the end it became a very super duper late event till 1.30am in the morning because organiser, Mr Bang was late. He only arrived at 10pm and started crazy ordering of drinks. First Tower of Long Island when we arrived at 8pm We ordered a tow

Friends whom know me knows that i have this thing about Japan. I have always loved Japan, i think it was when i started liking SPEED. Then i started the Japanese dramas and fell in love with the language. Then, i started working for a Japanese firm after i graduated from Poly and i learnt the language in the most convenient way but i never really got down to language schools and learning from the basics. As i know i am actually quite a linguist, i might be speaking fluently if i started taking lessons. =P I like this Malaysian blogger - Cheesie and was reading her blog for some time already. I must say, she really loves JAPAN sooo much that i think if she had the chance, she would change her citizenship to Japan. Japan is really so pretty from all her photos and blog entries. Their culture, their people. It is like, they are in a world of their own. They are like another species of human beings. A country so strong that they can overcome great tragedies and people so kind and fri

I will be who i am I will be who i am I will be who i am I will be who i am I will be who i am I will be who i am I will be who i am I will be who i am I will be who i am I will be who i am

好美的一首歌。 第一次听到时，真的以为设五月天。 后来以为是五月天制作然后小鬼唱。 结果原来设新人啊。 意外！ 歌，真的好听。 只是，太像五月天的风格了。 无论如何，歌，是很好听的。 歌词也好美。 ********************* 最好的結局 電視劇【閣樓上的王子】片頭曲 主唱：八三夭 作曲：阿璞@八三夭 填詞：阿璞@八三夭 編曲：八三夭 監製：八三夭．阿信@五月天 歌詞 如果傑克沒有沉入大西洋底 如果英雄沒有捨身炸掉彗星 如果每個故事都像賀歲電影 愛就不會如此刻骨銘心 於是　明白我是經過的場景 像配角襯托著他和你 全劇終燈光還沒亮前 我還有一秒哭泣 最美電影不必有最好的結局 最美愛情只需要永恆的曾經 如果心碎能成全你雋永劇情 為你犧牲是我的榮幸 還可以成熟的偶爾互相關心 還可以像朋友一起看場電影 你聊起了過去我輕鬆的回應 假裝遺忘不難沒關係 曾經　多平凡多普通的風景 多了你多驚天多動地 無奈你離開我的生命 演你和他的續集 最美電影不必有最好的結局 最後一幕不一定是我守著你 如果再見能成全你小小任性 笑容是我給你最後慷慨的回憶 最美電影不必有最好的結局 最美愛情只需要永恆的曾經 如果心碎能成全你雋永劇情 為你犧牲是我的榮幸 最美電影不必有最好的結局 最後一幕不一定是我守著你 如果再見能成全你小小任性 笑容是我給你最後慷慨的回憶 最美電影不必有最好的結局 最美愛情只需要永恆的曾經 如果心碎能成全你雋永劇情 為你犧牲是我的榮幸 我的犧牲能成全你人生風景 才是我們最好的結局

of course, not to forget when times are good. i was really happy. these pictures were taken on that night when we were at this Japanese restaurant where we celebrated Ting's birthday. Ting was holding on to my iphone and he decided to take a few pictures of me behind my love. the last one was fat! but nevermind. like a friend telling me that my-kind-of-boyfriend is hard to find in reality... "...... he is not that kind of romantic guy.... he wun shower you with alot of surprises, with alot of sweet things. most singapore guys are very practical " for now, i have to practice the law of attraction and hope he will treat me better and better, as in, he already treat me very good, really.. but just hope that he carries out whatever he has promised and hope he can deliver as well as remembering every bit of information that he has promised. hahah.. am i like requesting for something again?? like indirectly.. hahaha..

Guess what? Last time, he made a comment i over-reacted and in the end i got the scolding for over-reacting. Yesterday, i made a comment and told him to the face that i expected something sweet from him maybe some "more" assurance... he freaked out yet again... sometimes i dun understand... i told him he still like that.. i remember he said he was able to give me more assurance when i needed. Yesterday proved that he was not keeping to what he said.

Yay! Long weekend! Why did i say that? Because, it is a weekend that i am not working on Saturday and yet i am free so far. Boyfriend has decided to go JB and so we will spend time together from today until tomorrow and... maybe Sunday? Not so sure yet. He just met me for lunch and we are having dinner later. Then we are going to CUDDLE and watch a movie on my lappy or... whatever. And it is a different place we will be tonight! HAHAHAHHAHA! Thanks to Janice (Ting's GF) who gave us the honour. =P **secretive about this

真的要爆炸了 真的，无言 为什么会每次都要提起阿公 真的没有办法形容我的感受 真的很会让我心情变更差

As expected, he forgot that i have a interview appointment this evening. Moreover, he was right beside me last Friday when i told him in the car that i have an interview TODAY. I thought it is only things that i tell him thru whatsapp that he will overlook and forget (which i am still trying to adapt and getting use to that because it just inevitably happens all the time) but now... even when i tell him right to his face he will also forget. So maybe, he doesnt really use much effort to remember things that i tell him... or maybe he just doesnt care that much anymore. Or, i should just accept and get use to that and stop getting so upset whenever he does this. I think sooner or later i will just give up and just remind him again and again or just tell him again and again... and just treat it that things said have to be said again because he just doesnt care to remember. I will have dinner alone tonight. Emo liao. **** To think that i even expected him to hoax me yesterd

And i forgot to mention yet another most amazing thing that happened yesterday. HE finally got to meet my Popo. We went to Popo house for dinner after resting at his house after all the ordeal of applications in the morning and early afternoon. Finally, Popo met him and officially invited him to the wedding of my cousin brother September this year. Strictly to say, actually Baby Siang and me, we are from the same family maybe like 20000 years ago because we actually have the same surname. Didnt bring up the courage all this while to meet Popo because of that too. After some time, i think Popo decided to let that go and even invited him to her birthday dinner and therefore i think we kind of let go that part where we worried of her reactions too. ****** So i guesss, i am finally settling down. Now that most things have already been decided and settled, i shall make the best of it and please... love me more than anything on this world so that i can be 幸福.

OK... i am sooo wrong! he didnt forget!! he just wished me and hope i had a great day with him and all the amusements he made. HAHAHHA! the thought of it really made me LAUGH and SMILE hard!! All the blunders of not doing this and that a)nd also not reading this and that. LOL!!! aiyorz!! dun be shy abt ur blunders.. i was soo amused that if u had mentioned monthsary i would be even happier.  oh yea!! WE also got ourselves a JOINT SAVINGS ACCOUNT!!! =) ** big smiles for all the achievements we made today The SMALL steps we made today, i hope will accomplish bigger future for the BOTH of us.  =) 1. Booked HDB Flat 2. Credit Card applied 3. Joint Savings Account YAY!! Happy 8th Monthsary!!!  I love you!! 

Today we accomplished amazing steps towards our relationship even with my depressing posts before this.  Today... we BOOKED our first HDB Flat together.  Made our way from my house early in the morning after a simple breakfast at home (Lo Mai Kai & Char Siew Bun from Kulai heated up by mummy who woke up early this morning).  Reached Toa Payoh much more earlier than expected.  Took some time to look for the correct place where we should be at.  (Yeap, we havent been there before) It was our first time there seeing the actual scaled down model of our BTO area.  We took some time looking at the directions at the unit that we wanted.  Wasnt that ideal but we decided to stick to our decision which we have made the night before when we looked at what was available from the rest of the applicants who had made their choices of units.  Along the application process, it was very funny because my dearests actually made a few blunders which amused me a lotttttt!!  Which al

HOPE wishing for the best and i hope i can do much more than what i am doing now. 

FINALLY!!! he said he will be coming. altho it will be better if he had decided to come earlier or better, not tell me and just appear infront of me. nevertheless, it happened and he is coming tonite. ***** sometimes.. i reli yearn for a job that requires traveling around the globe and experiencing alot of things and learning a load of knowledge. yet, i think i am not doing enough for that to happen. if i continue to stay on in this company, am i able to get better in terms of my knowledge as well as $$ terms? i started to think abt all these recently and i thought to myself, maybe i should do more? maybe, i should tell someone in the company and see if i can do something more? learn more about the business and do something more than what i am doing now? so that i get a better payslip and also more challenging? what a disappointment. if i could just get the Itochu job that time. i wanted that job. =(

recently, i am quite into the vampire world, also which means i am watching TVD / reading Twilight and so.. i am pretty much getting in contact with their "speaking" culture and really love the way they speak and playing around with their words to express what they mean. as i was reading twilights, i read about this part where Edwards wants to show his concern for Bella and he said, "Dont be offended, but you seem to be one of those people who just attracts accidents like a magnet, So.. try not to fall into the ocean or get run over or anything, all right?" so fun! **** i am still resting at home today after the extraction yesterday. yes.. things are seemingly better as i am not bleeding that much already. Still tasting a bit of blood but much better than yesterday already. As i am typing on my keyboard now, mummy is cooking fish porridge which she woke up at 6.30am to get me from the wet market. =) really, sometimes i feel i shouldnt think that he should d

Today, i went for wisdom tooth extraction.  Initially i thought the problematic one as the lower left wisdom but instead it was actually the upper left.  After much discussion with the dentist, we decided to remove the upper left wisdom.  I actually started to feel the effect of it since last week but i thought it was going to go away.  until it got a bit too sore to take yesterday but it was still bearable.  i woke up this morning and i thought i should really get it removed since i needed the mc as well.  i needed this wednesday off with a very good excuse because yayu will be on leave to Bangkok starting this wednesday and as for our office, me and her, we are suppose to cover for each other.  So, i got it removed this afternoon at Ghim Moh Royce Dental.  it was extremely scary. with the dentist using a lot of pressure (altho u cannot feel the pain because of the anaesthetic numbing the  area for extraction) on ur tooth and with this huge "PINCER" goin

It's the DAY (31.5.12) for a sweeet... SURPRISE!!!! for no reason in particular but i just felt like doing  we both wanted to watch this movie anyway we decided nt to watch with jiahui & vball friends (altho the vball session this sat was also cancelled) cos we wanted to go back to JB early, after dinner on Sat of cos it was unexpected like he said, we just watched movie the night before well.. that is all about what a surprise should be.. UNEXPECTED Altho the movie wasnt that Fantastic but it was a sweet evening to spent together had dessert after the movie and he sent me back to Yayu's house =)   thank you for waiting patiently while i did my eyeliner wasnt really in my dictionary that Mr Khoo can wait and hang around neighborhood alone while waiting for me THANK YOU!