S.B. Simple to Be

1.CONFIDENT 2.CARING 3.CHARMING 4.CHEERFUL 5.CREATIVE a guy that is not confident, you will not feel protected when you are with him a guy that is not caring, you will feel neglected a guy that is not charming, will not attract your attention a guy that is not cheerful, you will not be happy when you are with him a guy that is not creative, equals boring **from peiyan** this is sooooooo true!!!!

really hav to thank my brother for what he did he actually helped me drive my car in then he went back to JB again after THANK YOU!! (altho he wouldnt see this) he even took the wrong bus and i panic SHIT!! tomorrow, he is going to do the same thing again by coming in to get me and my car before we head back to JB together again. all this, for my convenience. its been a really long time since i've driven to work. moreover, i am driving my own car to work these few days. i really like driving to work. hahaha. perhaps because i seldom drive to work which is why i liked it soo much. =P my little helpful brother has made my life a little bit more convenient these few days and i thank him for that. he knows im thankful for that. i love him. =)

蛮适合我今天的心情。 稍有的思念。 =） ********** * * 时间告诉我们： 时间一去不返， 曾经拥有的，不要忘记； 已经得到的，更要珍惜； 属于自己的，不要放弃； 已经失去的，留着回忆； 想要得到的，必须努力； 但最重要的，是好好爱惜自己。 珍惜今天，期待明天。

那天看到你， 有一种既熟悉又陌生的感觉。 我最近过得很好吗。 你呢？ 突然，我好想知道你的近况。

So wanna get their latest album! Everybody has been talking about it and how nice it is. i shall go get it from City Square to get it!! if it is really that good then i wanna get the original one lor. LOL. Hebe's latest album i also wanna get!! Listen in my car as i drive to/fro work. =)

A Sweet Post... on Candy's wall which i patiently finished reading and had so much feelings for. . . . 你若不離，我定不棄 我可以不是你第一個喜歡的人，　　 我可以不是你第一個牽手的人，　　 我可以不是你第一個擁抱的人，　　 我可以不是你第一個親吻的人，　　 我可以不是你第一個擁有的人，　　 我可以、可以、可以不是你的種種第一。　　 我也知道我不是你這樣的第一。　　 但是, 我希望,　　 我可以是你遇到痛苦第一個想傾訴的人。　　 我可以是你遇到快樂第一個想分享的人。　　 我可以是你遇到挫折第一個想能依靠的人。　　 我可以是你今生以後第一個可以相伴的人。　　 我真的可以是你心中某一個可以第一的人。　　 所以, 請將你心裡的某個第一放心的交給我,　　 我會是將它緊緊守護的“第一個人”。 親愛的，你看到了麼？ 我只想做你的唯一、 一直陪伴你走到永遠的“第一個人” 如果我不在乎妳我不會在為你笑 如果我不在乎妳我不會變得這麼脆弱 如果我不在乎妳我不會在意你做的每件事 如果我不在乎妳我不會靜靜的想著你發呆 如果我不在乎妳我不會記住你說的每句話 如果我不在乎妳我不會要求你這樣那樣 如果我不在乎妳我不會為你心痛 如果我不在乎妳我不會把事情問出個究竟 如果我不在乎妳我不會總想著聽到你的聲音哪怕只是一句 如果我不在乎妳我不會自己一人珍惜與你在一起的時刻， 哪怕你是無所謂的如果我不在乎妳， 我不會總是不由自主的想起你如果我不在乎妳， 我不會每天都那麼堅持著我的堅持如果我不在乎妳 我不會總想著我們的語言傻傻的發笑如果我不在乎妳， 我不會這麼輕易的讓痛苦折磨自己如果我不在乎你， 我不會為了無關重要的小細節跟你爭執， 如果我不在乎妳我不會經常的胡思亂想讓自己心痛 如果我不在乎妳，我不會在我最軟弱的時候，真的支持不住地時候，對你說：“我累了，我很不開心……” 因為那時候的我，真的需要你的關心； 如果我不在乎你，我不會把我所有的事情都告訴你，哪怕是讓你覺得枯燥無味，雞毛蒜皮的小事，我不會把所有的秘密都告訴你，哪怕是最珍貴或是最不堪回首的。 你若不離，我定不棄

i am a person that falls into the "upset" mood easily. i am super sensitive. i am super assumption-girl altho i dun study at ASS. but... When i am nice, i am very nice. When i am romantic, i am super romantic. When i am Fun, i am uber fun-loving. i want my days to be happy every single day but reality doesnt allow that and plus, i am a super difficult person when it comes to the 4 letter word. i am trying to make myself simpler. ^^ hopefully

Actions speaks louder than words...

Today is a Monday. Rainy Monday with Thunderstorm that was scarily LOUD. Mood = maximum SIAN-ness... lucky... Popo just made my day. Sis whatsapp me some photos - Popo sent our dinner to MeiMei at her office. There was roasted duck and fried bee hoon for us, siblings to hav for dinner. So sweet of her! We were suppose to go to her house for dinner but was cancelled. Surprisingly, she still prepared dinner for us. Yay.. no worries for dinner tonite already. Maybe... just cook a vege soup on our own to curb my soup & vege cravings. =P

真的是自己拿来受。 我自己找罪受。 自作自受！ 什么幸福不幸福的。 原来只要里面有我，就不会幸福了。 这么妙的一天，被我自己搞到什么都不不妙了。 原来我是不适合幸福的人。 好像连老天都在跟我说，我给了你好东西，也要看你会不会把握。 我发现，我不会。

what were you doing during this time?? i missed you......

“I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.” ― Audrey Hepburn on this special day, some peeps on fb were making wishes, so, today is special because of the special date? maybe someone out there (Eg. Kyle) is planning a proposal today. maybe some other couples are planning a wedding today. next yr will be 12.12.12. why is it special? is it because its just MAGICAL?? i once thought, i could get married on such a special date too. i like the numbers too. (especially i like the number - 2) but... maybe not. cos since next year will be the last year all DD/MM/YY gonna be the same numbers. i think im gonna missed it... its not such a good day for me though. this magical day of 11.11.11. is it me? is this childish? is this immature? ya.. what if t...

so now when it happens to you... its a different thing already...

Yayu said i am acting like a real girl now. so sensitive to all these. KARMA u can call it too. its happening to me... gosh! i am sensitive. i am over sensitive. i assume. i make assumptions. gosh!!! i just need a bit more attention than most girls? hahahahahahahahaha... i am easy to please. but the pleasing part can be quite difficult too. good luck to YOU. =P

分手以后， 今天，听说你工作会有很好的发展。 我很为你开心。 希望你老板曾经答应你的事也会做到。 真心的希望你好。 知道你很努力很负责任。 一定会友好结果。 祝你一切都好。 我们还是朋友。=)

i feel so vulnerable sometimes.. lost... helpless... i even realise.. i am not a very good GF or lover.. am i temperamental or something?? sometimes i feel my mood changes so much... why ar??? =( maybe.. because of that... i suddenly feel i need a break... i miss diving.. but the season is out for Tioman already... wait till next year? should i go similan? go on Peter Pan. and explore the Philippine waters. look for the friendly manta rays. should i? i miss the blue blue water. the heavy tank. the beers. the friends. the freedom. the quiet in the water except for bubbles. the colours under the sea. i need these. =)