i feel so vulnerable sometimes..
lost...
helpless...
i even realise.. i am not a very good GF or lover..
am i temperamental or something??
sometimes i feel my mood changes so much...
why ar???
=(

maybe.. because of that...
i suddenly feel i need a break...
i miss diving..
but the season is out for Tioman already...
wait till next year?

should i go similan?
go on Peter Pan.
and explore the Philippine waters.
look for the friendly manta rays.
should i?

i miss the blue blue water.
the heavy tank.
the beers.
the friends.
the freedom.
the quiet in the water except for bubbles.
the colours under the sea.
i need these.

=)

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