so tired.
so disappointed with HIM.
feels like giving up already.
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on another issue,
Mum called this morning before she and dad left for KL for the Launching of the new Etiqa package.
told me Kiko had asthma this morning.
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am worried now.
hope i can get home earlier tonight.
nobody can fetch me tonight cos parents are out and if i had to wait for boyfriend it will be around 9+ already.
so will be taking the public bus from Town to Jusco then switch to cab from there to get into Austin Heights.
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sometimes i really think i need my own car.
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if u would have asked, i would have told you all my difficulties today.
i thought you would try to at least think of a way for me to get home or something.
but... u kept quiet and only acknowledged when i say i would find somebody to fetch me home or something.
even when i said i had to take bus cos today is friday and it will be very jam.
cant take cab because it will really cost a bomb.
u acknowledged the fact that i am going to do that to get home.
shouldnt you show some concern or ask me to be careful?
i am not talking much to you because i am still angry with you but at least i am still talking to you.
DO YOU WANT ME TO IGNORE YOU ??
is it better if i just IGNORE you and refuse to talk to you?
maybe you will be more kanchiong if i ignored you.
it has been 2 days already.
i noticed... perhaps i had always been the one telling you my plans and what i will be doing.
you have taken everything for granted and thru these 2 days.. i noticed that you NEVER asked me what i was doing this weekend and what are my plans.
therefore.. even being my boyfriend.. you probably didnt know my plans for this weekend.. because you didnt ask.
you got so used to me telling you and planning for you and what we should do to make sure the weekend is smooth.
or.. even if i told you... you will ask again... because you will FORGET.
perhaps everything about me that i told you.. you will FORGET.
didnt you notice?
i am not important to you anymore.
so disappointed with HIM.
feels like giving up already.
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.
.
.
on another issue,
Mum called this morning before she and dad left for KL for the Launching of the new Etiqa package.
told me Kiko had asthma this morning.
.
am worried now.
hope i can get home earlier tonight.
nobody can fetch me tonight cos parents are out and if i had to wait for boyfriend it will be around 9+ already.
so will be taking the public bus from Town to Jusco then switch to cab from there to get into Austin Heights.
.
sometimes i really think i need my own car.
.
.
.
********************************
if u would have asked, i would have told you all my difficulties today.
i thought you would try to at least think of a way for me to get home or something.
but... u kept quiet and only acknowledged when i say i would find somebody to fetch me home or something.
even when i said i had to take bus cos today is friday and it will be very jam.
cant take cab because it will really cost a bomb.
u acknowledged the fact that i am going to do that to get home.
shouldnt you show some concern or ask me to be careful?
i am not talking much to you because i am still angry with you but at least i am still talking to you.
DO YOU WANT ME TO IGNORE YOU ??
is it better if i just IGNORE you and refuse to talk to you?
maybe you will be more kanchiong if i ignored you.
it has been 2 days already.
i noticed... perhaps i had always been the one telling you my plans and what i will be doing.
you have taken everything for granted and thru these 2 days.. i noticed that you NEVER asked me what i was doing this weekend and what are my plans.
therefore.. even being my boyfriend.. you probably didnt know my plans for this weekend.. because you didnt ask.
you got so used to me telling you and planning for you and what we should do to make sure the weekend is smooth.
or.. even if i told you... you will ask again... because you will FORGET.
perhaps everything about me that i told you.. you will FORGET.
didnt you notice?
i am not important to you anymore.
Its all part and parcel of relationship. This has shown that your relationship has become stable already. Sometimes girls would want to feel wanted by their partners, but the boys will never know that we need assurance and attention from them. They have already gotten used to all the things around them. However, this might not be a bad thing also. This might just mean that they are very comfortable around you and does not want anything to change because they want be with you everyday, without anything changing.
ReplyDeleteJust saw your comments jH... do you honestly really feel like that too??? just disappointed and sad whenever this happens and really really feel like letting go.. or beg him to let go.
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