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爸爸有出国了

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我们的一家之主有出国了 为了生活 为了我们 爸爸又背井离乡 他又出国了 去了非常远的非洲 我们又分开了 . . 有时候真的会想说,如果我能在赚多一点钱,可能爸爸就不用再奔波。 . . we call ourselves a family but actually, in total, i dont think we even spend 10 yrs together. i am referring to ME in this case. perhaps when i was young i did spend about 7 yrs together with him. then i came back to Singapore for education, alone. in order to send me and sis to Singapore for education, Daddy had to continue working in Nigeria that time to afford the hefty education fees as well as misc expenses to support us. then he came back when Ting Ting was born.. but less than a year, he found another job in Latvia. where he worked there to continue to support us again... me and sis still studying in Singapore and to bring Ting Ting as he was very young. as well as my mummy who can spend money like water but still my daddy love her and sayang her with all that he can. then when he came back from Latvia, he worked less than a year in JB trying to find something he can do that can sustain ...

Troubled....

How in the world i can forget that the stupid band room key is with me!!???? arghhh!!! SOOO TROUBLED!!! on one hand i dun wanna disappoint Yayu... on the other hand i dun wanna abandon my alumni band people.. that BLOODY KEY is with me lar!! alamak... Cant concentrate on work now...

hubby where are you!??

I am looking for husband material now... Someone i can depend on... Someone i can communicate with.. Someone.. i cannot explain why i love him... Someone... that puts a smile on my face for the simplest reason... Someone... that knows me... Someone... that can take care of me... Someone.... like you.... . . are you there?? where do i find you??? i miss u lei....

爱、简单♥

婚后 , 他对她比婚前更好 一次聚会朋友笑他 : ''怎么结婚了还不腻?'' 他讪讪地笑着说 : ''结婚前很多男生都想追她, 所以很多男生会对她好. 我只有对她更好才能追到她. 结婚后对她好滴男生越來越少, 我只有对她更好才能不让她失落. 我所做滴就是想让她幸福'' 说完 , 在场滴朋友都沉默了...

非常不安,心,不安!

Go? Or not Go?

Should i go?? or not go?? i dont want to be caught in a weird and awkward situation. Its toooo weird!!!

Crave..

For... fried udon from Crystal Jade.. and bubble tea... so sleepy at work now!! arghh...

‎28 WAYS T0 MAKE A Girl Smile

** guideline to make me smile.. its not too difficult isnt it? =P ** [1] tell her she is Beautiful. not hot or f...ine. [2] hold her hand at ANY moment even if it is just for a second.... [3] Kiss her on the forehead. [4] leave her voice messages to wake up to. [5] ALWAYS tell her you love her at any & and all times. [6] when she is upset, hold her tight & tell her how much she means to u. [7] recognize the small things ..they usually mean the most. [8] call her Sweetie or BABY. [9] Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. [10] pick her over all the OTHER girls you hang out with. [11] write her notes.(she loves them) [12] introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend. [13] play with her hair. [14] pick her up, tickle her, & play WRESTLE with her. [15] sit in the park & just TALK to her. [16] tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her joke. [17] throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because u missedher. [18] let h...

‎45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR

** Just a little guideline i can use for future bf... not all but most of it applies for me.. hahahaha.** 1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk... to her. 3. Share secrets with her.... 4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly.Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING .. 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she’s beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her.One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to...

白智英 - 那個女人

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAme9W4L77o&feature=share Super nice song. Super nice drama. Super nice - live performance. Will always be remembered as one of my favorites. =)

This is MY LIFE

Life doesn’t have to be a compromise, we are all instilled with the freedom and flexibility to choose how we experience life. It's your life.....

Travel Solo

http://www.bootsnall.com/articles/11-09/7-things-you-learn-about-yourself-while-traveling-solo.html After reading this article, i have this idea of traveling alone sometime next year. To another country alone. Korea? =) I am actually not a person that can travel solo because as me, i would love for someone to take care of me. Or for instance to cold countries or etc, i would hope to have a bf beside to take care and to hug me when i am cold. But, how would it be if i travelled alone? it would be good to discover myself more. =)

im a Leo

狮子是王者,所以不想让人看透自己的内心,所以只好大发脾气来掩饰自己的失望,他们的心理非常脆弱,就像玻璃造的心一样,只要受到重创,伤口就很难愈合,一旦有人触碰那个伤痛,他们马上就会摆出武器来武装自己。所以人们总是认为狮子座人以自我为中心,其实他们是非常希望能够有人好好的呵护自己的。

SORRY

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im sorry things have to turn out this way. im sorry if i've hurt you in anyway that i cannot imagine. im sorry for being selfish. im sorry... and sorry and sorry.. why? why do i have to consider so many things... why are human beings so complex? the existence of LOVE is even more complex than anything...

Hanging out with Siang

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Me at Plaza Singapura when we were walking around the mall. . . in his car proceeding to dinner venue at Dempsey. =) . Dinner at this Japanese Restaurant at Dempsey. . the Wagyu Beef Teppanyaki was really gooood! . Thank you! =)

bad mood..

can we dun think about so many things? can we dun trouble about so many things? can we just do whatever we want to do and dont think about other people's feelings?? i know a lot of us cant.. i cannot tooo.. but sometimes i just have to. there are so many things, so many people.. to consider.. sometimes i reli hope i can heck care about other people's feelings too and just do whatever i think i will be happy with and just go on with it but.. too bad.. life doesnt allow me to do that... or actually.. i dun allow myself to do that.. no matter how bad i wan things to be like how i want it to be, it always fall the other way then we always have to find a way around it. i am also human being.. i know... when i hurt someone and i do feel bad about it too. i will get affected... still... but that is out of my control. sometimes i might get over sensitive over some things but i cant control that either. just not in the best mood today... mood-less..

I hope to be 幸福

i hope i can be a happy girl... i hope i can be a lucky girl... i hope i can be a loved girl... i hope i can be a cared girl... i hope i can be a spoilt girl... i hope... i hope... i hope... sometimes... i hope... i can find someone of the above calibre.

For YOU!

If YOU are coming one day... If i find YOU... If YOU found me... waiting... for YOU... in future.. if i ever FOUND YOU... SONG : 另一个天堂 你取代 前一秒我生命的空白 问题忽然找到答案 不用解释也明白 你的微笑是一个暗号 我们解读那段美好 梦想不到 想永远停留在这一秒 你为我的世界 重新彩绘 是你带我找到另一个天堂 远比想象中的美 我们怀抱里的这一个天堂 另一个梦想 有无限的快乐 相信你是我的另一个天堂 给的爱多么纯粹 因为你而存在这一个天堂 爱是直达的路线 因为你而存在这一个天堂 只想陪在你身边 我等待 下一刻再相遇的精彩 踢开每天越来越爱 多急就这么简单 生命转到同一个频道 因为我的幸福坐标 我多渺小 能爱着你才最重要 想把你的明天仔细翻阅 是你带我找到另一个天堂 远比想象中更美 我们怀抱里的这一个天堂 另一个梦想 有无限的快乐 相信你是我的另一个天堂 给的爱多么纯粹 因为你而存在这一个天堂 爱是直达的路线

6th October 2011

hmmm.... i think there's something really special happening to me!!!

SELFISH KAWANKU KILLS my CELLS

i am so grumpy can DIE!!!! i hate selfish friends lar!! i dun wan that FUKING Spoiler already! take my car one whole afternoon do NOTHING!! all u care is about your car first!!! arghhhhh!!

Homey Home

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Yes... . Like my Sis, i will also dream & dream & dream how my home would be. . . a corner will be like this. where i can keep my Hello Kitty Handphone Accessories and some other cutie stuffs i bought.. in those small shelves hanging off the walls . kitchen will me this... . OR . this. . I love Grey colour concepts in my kitchen and if possible, cemented bar / island would be BEST. . =)

Wedding Hair

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on SICK days like these.. i will look at stuffs that can possibly take my attention off my uncomfortable-ness. . . . . this is korean drama - MY PRINCESS. . super hearts many, many, many of her hairstyles. Simple yet nice. Neat ones are so neat and elegant. Messy ones are yet, nice also. . wanna use this as a concept for my wedding hairdo. HAHA! . yea a bit stupidity when i UNWELL. . LOL!! . HAHAHA! . =(

SICK

Fall sick le... As usual, started from SORE THROAT.. and it starts from here. Now - small cough, small nose block, small feverish. SIAN max!!! Now... i become little girl again.... =(

她,说。

Jing Ying 说: 你找到了吗? 找一个会在钱包里放你照片的男人, 敢让你咬在身上留印记的男人, 敢在facebook 写你的男人, 敢让你知道他一切的男人, 就算在你任性说分手的时候也不会抛下你, 会紧紧拥抱你不让你走的男人, 敢对你一生负责任并且好好对你的男人。 有这样的男人吗??? 你找到了吗??? ** 我找到我就嫁!** 不需要有车有房子,因为我可以买!!! o(^_^)o