S.B. Simple to Be

My deepest condolences to Ishi's family and friends and whoever who knew him and also his dearest fans... I am super shocked at this news.. life is so fragile.. anything can happen anytime now. So cherish whatever you have now and live life to the fullest. ********** I am going home in a few minutes time. Will be having dinner with Gong and then we will meet up with the Kulai Gang people to watch the . Hopefully it would be a nice show. Then going back to my home to drink the soup which my mum cooked! Confirm delicious and good for us! Tomorrow meeting KangLing and a few other old school mates for KTV in the afternoon. I intend to go swimming in the morning before i meet up with them. Then in the evening, will fetch Gong from custom and we head back to my home for a small BBQ session with my neighbours. Then if got mood.. then maybe clubbing time.. but definitely drinking when we have the BBQ. We are buying 1 WHOLE CARTON~ Alright.. please dont rain.. i wan to go back HAPPILY!!

Unhappy because something happened in workplace. Unhappy because i made him miserable. Unhappy because i am keeping everything to myself. Unhappy because i dont know who i can tell. Unhappy because i am to treating him this way. Unhappy because i think those who made me unhappy DID NOT KNOW they made me unhappy. Unhappy because i am taking care of the interest of so many people. Unhappy because friends, work, and BGR. Unhappy because i spend money like running water. Unhappy because i dont have enough time. Unhappy because i dont have money. Unhappy because stupid workplace (HELL) just keep piling my in-tray and inconsiderate colleagues are making it worse for me. Unhappy because i am CHIOU SIOW BIH. My flaw and weak point is not being able to balance everything.. I dream too much.. dreamt for everything to be good and wonderful which is not going to happen. I have this feeling that no one is going to be there for me.. it's really hard to please everyone.. especially people whom i ...

These 2 days.. erm.. not very happy for me. Nothing in particular but just didnt feel good. Might be due to several reasons though. Friends.. Dont know what to do.. feel lonely.. NO friends.. Left alone again.. its been a long time since i felt this again... Sorry Gong.. i dont know.. but i feel that i dont know what to do about all these.. i not happy and made you lost as well.. If you do have anything that you are unhappy about.. please tell me.. because i dont want you to keep things to yourself too. You must let me know ok? Sometimes i feel that you are unhappy but when you call me, you always have this happy voice. I also dont know why.. when i am unhappy.. i can pretend to be happy infront of other people.. but i cant do that to you.. when i am unhappy about things.. i always have to show you. You feel miserable too right? Haiz.. maybe i should not let you know i am unhappy.. i want you to be happy.. wad am i talking about.. My god.. my workplace is just getting worse and worse.....

******************* “说你爱我变成一种问候 不如趁早放手 把爱坠落让满地鲜红 说你爱我变成一种折磨 不用陪我走到最后 我承担不起你的承诺” ******************* 我好害怕自己也会有这一天。 当我会这样说的时候我们已经没有什么未来了可言了。 到这个时候，就算你说你爱我，我也没有感觉了，因为那只是个问候而已。 到了这个时候，不管我说什么你也没兴趣了。 如果不能把说过得承诺实现，那又何必承诺。 因为在我们的心理，我们会记得你们的每一句话，所以会把承诺当真，会觉得你们真的办得到。 结果， 结果常常都与我们所想的相反。 所以受伤的人，都是那些把你们的承诺当真而又对你们还有所希望的人。 我已经经历过这样的教训了，还有她，她，她和她，也都经历了。 所以我们不再相信你们的承诺。 真的不相信了吗？ 问问我们的心。 是人都会害怕受伤。 我也是人。 把我捧得那么高，我会害怕。 害怕哪一天，我会从最高的那一处，掉下来。 好痛！好痛！ +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I just heard from Melisa that her mum was just robbed in front of their house (@KL). They passed by and saw my Aunt leaving the house so they made a U-Turn. My Aunt immediately went back and tried to get back into the house but was too late, they barged in. My Aunt was smart enough. She threw her handbag to the neighbour’s house. The robbers went for the bag and my Aunt managed to lock the gate. My Aunt was lucky, because she could actually agitate the robbers when she threw her bag next door. Nevertheless, she had a g...

When i stepped into office this morning, i saw this beautiful "salted egg yolk" behind the window blinds. So i took my camera out and took a photo of it. Reached office at 7am, already took my own sweet time to walk slowly already. Took the factory transport with Gong this morning and reached custom around 5.30am. So by the time i reach Kranji and took an empty morning train to Cityhall, i reached Cityhall at 6.40am. So took my own sweet time to walk to office. Actually its quite nice to reach office this early. Me only.. Almost a totally different feeling when i stepped in yesterday when i came back office for OT. It was totally tired and restless, although i did manage to complete what i wanted to do yesterday. To both my friends whom lost "them", dont think too much about it.. remember.. there was this once when someone told me this too.. "你会找到一个更属于自己的天空" 加油！加油！加油！